WITH A SIGH
Tsunami
of hatred
my sky is mourning again
I can feel it dying
as it slips out of my hands
Devestation
of the only beauty I knew
With a sigh it ends
my inside fills with regret
I
close my eyes
for this insanity
Asking myself:
Why?
A desperate cry
which remains unheard
A desperate cry:
Why?
Atmosphere enlightens
my harmony collapses
I try to resist
these clenching fists
Fatal
attraction
how could I be so blind?
Torn apart
you left me behind
I have been betrayed
but I cry to see the day
That you are dead and buried
and I can dance on your grave
False
emotions not from the heart
No sense of remorse though they say that they have
Feeling so high above the rest
I will bring it down the circle of lies
Guilty
for all my sins
I admit I make mistakes
But I try
At least I try to change
Instead of repeating
and asking for forgiveness
To a god whose existence I question
I
know where I stand
I have my life in my own hand
The only one responsible for my own actions
Is me and no one else!
Again
and again
Falling in repeat
Time after time
It's self deceit
Why
can't you see
Your hypocrisy
As you pray to your God
To cleanse your soul
Because it has to come
from your inside
Not from above...
Like
a phoenix from the ashes
a new dawn will arise
washing away the darkness from your eyes
Blinded
by the light
that you have missed so long
Healing your wounds one by one
Scarred for life?
Angels
have cried a million tears
You have fought countless fears
Misery seemed endless and indurable
It
almost took your life and it almost ate your heart
What a wicked way to learn
yet it had to be this way
Reconstruct the pieces of the puzzle that you once called life
A matter of time, take it in your hands and never let it slip away!
Falling
into darkness
Blinded by fear
Crawling through your emotions
Amazed by what appears
Do
you know who you are?
Do you really know?
Take a look in the mirror
Tell me what it shows
Falling
into sadness
Blinded by tears
Crawling in slow motion
Amazed by what appears
Far
beyond you'll find
what is hiding deep inside
Open up your eyes
than you realize...